You may know or not know how dear is to me everything that touches Cambodia and Vietnam. A film like Apocalypse Now could only have a deep impact on me.
Until last week, Apocalypse Now had been a gap in my culture. I finally dived into it - cautiously, at home, over four days, ingesting this masterpiece bite by bite.
I had indeed strong but mixed feelings about it.
I couldn't relate fully to the visual depiction of the settings (the glance of Saigon through the window of Willard's room, the French plantation, Kurtz's stronghold): they felt almost right... And the story built up in the movie about Kurtz was convincing until the encounter itself: I couldn't relate to Marlon Brando as Kurtz nor to his army which made me think of Willy Wonka's army of Oompa-Loompas in Tim Burton's Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...
But I thought the first two hours of the film were outstanding, building an inimitable atmosphere of palpable absurdity and madness right from the first scene, building two fascinating characters: Martin Sheen's breathtaking interpretation of Willard and Kurtz's character built up in the shadow, through Willard's fantasies and a couple of sentences from his voice in an audio recording.
The depiction of the war's horrors gave me shrills in the spine. I couldn't always stand the intensity of the horror and had to stop several times because of it... But beyond the constant horror, the theme is the absurdity of the war which explains the desperation of the soldiers and the madness of their officers (or does it stem from it?) The scene in the French plantation was critical from this point of view, because of the reflection on the war which it allows at that point in the movie.
I'll let you judge from this few lines:
WILLARD How long can you possibly stay here? DEMARAIS We stay forever. WILLARD No, no, I mean, why don't you go back home to France? DEMARAIS This is our home, Captain. WILLARD Sooner or later, you're -- DEMARAIS No!
OLD UNCLE And now you take French place, and the Viet Minh fight you. And what can you do? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. DEMARAIS The Vietnamese are very intelligent. You never know what they think. The Russian ones who help them, "Come and give us their money, we are all Communists. Chinese, come and give us guns. We're all brothers." They hate the Chinese! Maybe they hate the American less that the Russian and the Chinese. If tomorrow the Vietnamese are Communists, they will be Vietnamese Communists. And this is something that you will never understand, you American. OLD UNCLE I don't know. Maybe in the future we can make something with the Viet Minh. PHILIPPE Don't you understand? The V.C. say, "Go away! Go away!" That's finish for all the white people in Indochina. If you're French, American, that's all the same. "Go!" They want to forget you. Look, Captain --
DEMARAIS See, Captain, when my grandfather and my uncle's father came here, there was nothing. Nothing. The Vietnamese were nothing. So we worked hard, very hard, and brought the rubber from Brazil, and then plant it here. We took the Vietnamese, work with them, make something, something out of nothing. So when you ask me why we want to stay here, Captain, we want to stay here because it's ours, it belongs to us. It keeps out family together. We fight for that! While you Americans, you are fighting for the biggest nothing in history. I'm sorry Captain. I will see if your men needs any help to repair your boat, so that you can go on with your war. Good night, Roxanne.
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